As for I...
As for I, I have been asking Allah -azwj , my Lord -azwj to Grace me the martyrdom before your -la father have even given birth to you -la , and I asked Allah -azwj to Make that to be upon the hands of the most accursed of His -azwj creatures and their most hateful to Him -azwj !
When my vision was withheld, I despaired from the martyrdom, and now the Praise is for Allah -azwj Who has Graced it to me after the despair from it and has Made me recognise the Answering from Him -azwj regarding my ancient supplication’.
When it was the night, Ibn Ziyad -la sent to him ones who brought him out from his house. He -la struck off his neck and crucified him in the marshland. May Allah -azwj have Mercy on him’.
Weren’t you a companion of Abu Turab (Ali -asws )?’ He said, ‘Yes, I will not apologise from it’. He -la said, ‘I -la do not see except that I -la should draw closer to Allah -azwj by (shedding) your blood’. He said, ‘Then, Allah -azwj will not Draw you closer to Him -azwj , but He -azwj would Distance you -la ’. He -la said, ‘An old man. His mind has gone!’ And he -la freed his way’.