the lowest (degree) of weight of responsibility which you...
the lowest (degree) of weight of responsibility which you will carry (on this way) is that you calmed down &. soothed up the fear &. harrasment of the tyrant &. (paved &. plained) made the way of his error &. enticment, easy for him by your getting closer to him. Is it not that by their inviting you they wish to make you like axis of a water mill, the pivot &. center of their oppressions &. get those things managed through you. And make you a bridge to (safely) cross over &.
avoid their nuisances &. evils, &. make you a stair towards their deviations &. aberrations, a caller &. invitor towards their way of enticement &. error i &. the traverser of their way &. make the people doubtful about the scholars through yourself. And attract the hearts of the ignorant public towards themselves through you. The work which they get from you is neither accecible to the most expert of their ministers &. nor their most powerful &. energetic co-workers &. helpers.
So how little is it that they give you for the worth of what they take from you &. how worthless is that which they flourish for you as compared to what they ruin for you? So see into your soul &. think about yourself because no one else will see to it &. think about it. (you are a responsible person &. will be braught to account &. undergo question on the resurrection day).
(TUHfUL AQOOL, P 276) There is no drop which is dearer to Allah more than two drops: The drop of blood (which drips out) on the course of Allah (JEHAD) &. the drop of tear in the darkness of night by which a servant does not want any thing except (pleasing &. loving) Allah.
(BIHAR UL ANWAR VOL 100, P There are three (things)which are refuges & shelters for a faithful; to refrain his tongue from the people & their back bitting, and keeping himself busy with things (matters) which are benefitial for his futurity, here after & the world; protracted & lengthy weeping upon his sin.