We then agreed that our lives would indeed change and we...

We then agreed that our lives would indeed change and we would have to either get married or separate for good. I was starving to learn more about Islam. Now that I had read the entire Quran I wanted to learn how to pray. I then began reading books about prayer and basically taught myself how to pray. For a person who felt that they were a piece of God and now bowing down to God this was probably the hardest thing I could do.

I was embarrassed toward myself for praying to a thing that wasnt even there. I then found books with English transliteration (followed along with the audio) and taught myself how to recite Quran. It was at this…