I uttered words which no one but He is worthy of receiving.

I uttered words which no one but He is worthy of receiving. I promised Him to tread His road to the end. I am anxious to give you this good news of my new birth...with your help and Allah's, Mercy I came to understand the meaning of happiness or misery in life. I pray to Allah to keep you safe, dear sister. Raja Letter n. 2 Dear sister Raja, Your letter has been a source of pleasure to me. Its lines and words were in a new bright frame, telling the story of a new birth.

I rejoiced, just as a player rejoices over winning the first round of a game. What a game Life is! It shapes the feelings, and colours its own toys through various incidents. Hence you see when I win a round, I make a step forward to save one deviated soul, one victim of a misleading society.

I am sure your wonderful letter was motivated by Faith ...yet I wished you would not have used words such as "prisoner" and "watchman"...A different expression would indicate satisfaction...I hope you go ahead, increasing your faith...you should perform righteous deeds for the sake of Allah, love the good and hate the evil. Be angry for His sake and rejoice at what pleases Him. Depend on Him and you won't face failure. I pray to Allah to guide you well. Wafa Letter n.

3 Dear sister Wafa, Assalamu Alaikum, Still, I cannot explain the confusion that overtakes me sometimes. I do not say that happiness and comfort within my soul has come to an end. This has never been temporary joy of Faith. I still feel the ecstasy of the new birth, but I still feel some pain from an unknown source. Perhaps I still live the life I led prior to Faith. Please help me pass this crucial phase. Many have tried to help me change my view of life, but I could never respond to them.

I have to confess that you are the only person who managed to make me change that black vision I had. Now, I seek your help in overcoming this pain, the source of my discomfort...So please talk, since I find the comfort and security that I seek in your words. Your talks are of Faith and its creative power. Your words fill my soul with bright righteous guidance. May Allah keep you safe. Raja Letter n. 4 Dear sister Raja, Assalamu Alaikum, Pain for no special reason is a mere illusion.

Everyone can destroy pain in his life, if he searches for its source in reality. Unreasonable sufferings may bring more sufferings. One should not give way to such pains, which bite the weak with sharp teeth. You should be ready to resist such feelings.