In brief...

In brief, I am distressed and miserable, and I do not have any redresser and reliever!!… You may be interested to know why I do not quit it while observing its harms? I shall reply that now I believe it is (nearly) impossible to quit. When I become hot with desire, I lose my willpower, when I recover myself, I can only cry! Sometimes I beseech God and have recourse to Imams (a.s.), but the more I implore, the less useful it is.

Once I tell myself that God and the pure Imams do not pay any heed to dirty people like me?! We are the miserable who cannot relieve our hearts even with our near relatives. To whom shall we resort? I cannot tolerate anymore, and I am sick of the world. Have pity on me and suggest a way to relieve and deliver me. If you know a medical prescription, let me know it, and be sure (as you are) that there is no need for my appreciation. The society shall appreciate you, and God may reward you.

Another letter I admire you for the sacred warfare you started for guiding the youths... It is clear for me that your idea, against that of many contributors of magazines, aims at felicity of youths. I am 17 years old and a student of the fourth grade in the high school. I was an excellent student all through the primary school period. However, after maturity I fell into a trap. Of course, it is not limited to me. A number of those of my age have fallen into this trap.

At first grade of high school, I was afflicted with “a sort of perversion”. During the last four years, I have lost a large part of my mental power. I repented tens of times, but my frailty is worsened. Now, I feel that a major part of my body, that is, my heart and nerves are not working well, and the worst point is that I have lost my willpower, always have inferiority complex, speak too little, cannot exercise and not even go to family gatherings!

I know well that I will not have a good end, but I am too weak willed to quit this dangerous activity. What is the reason? The reason is that there are many photos of nude women in the hands of my friends. Our only hobby is watching deviant and sexy films, and pornography books are available at the lowest price. Please guide me. Tell me how can I get rid of this fatal pain?!

Third letter …Are you aware of the situation of youths and our problems?… Do you know that a number of youths commit a serious offence and are perverted? I was recently walking at Thoraya street in Yazd.