Finally...

Finally, it was a mercy of Him that I found the book, “Sexual problems of youths”, and bought it. It was the same book of salvation that delivered me and most of the youths. If they observe its instructions, they could get rid of this addiction. I thank God for His mercy unto me, the sinful servant, and saving me from a disgraceful death.

I read the whole book and observed its instructions one by one, and at the meantime, prayed on time and invoked God to save all the youths addicted to this action. I repeated the verses of the Throne several times every day to be secured from sin. When the sin occurred to me, I recited the verse of the Throne, and felt its effect clearly.

Furthermore, I recited the following two verses: و اذا فعلوا فاحشه او ظلموا انفسهم، ذکروالله، فاستغفروا لذنوبهم و من یغفر الذنوب الا الله، و لم یصروا علی ما فعلوا و هم یعلمون و ان الذین اتقوا اذا مسهم طائف من الشیطان تذکروا فاذا هم مبصرون Then, I immediately forgot the calamitous thoughts. Recitation of these two verses is very effective. First, I decided, and then refrained to glance at girls (this is very important). I prepared a busy daily program so that I did not have any time for this act.

As explained in detail in the book, “Sexual problems of the youths”, I strengthened my faith and invoked God, which is the most important point. I believed in the phrase mentioned at the end of this book: We are sure that if the afflicted youths observe the above instructions carefully just for a month, they will be relieved from this perversion. However, after several resolutions, I succeeded to quit this habit and was saved. As I write this letter, it is two months that I have quitted it.

You cannot imagine how glad I was when one month passed. I performed thanksgiving prayer. I supplicate God to help all sexually addicted youths to give up this habit If the youths performing this practice know what ominous and dark consequences await them, and the destruction that it entails, but if they resolve to give up it, and observe carefully the instructions of this book, they should be certain that they will be saved after observing these instructions for a month and adhering to abstinence.

Then they will experience the same feeling. I like to cry and announce to all the people that I have been saved from death; not the rightful death, but disgraceful death and misery. I like to look at nature, because it has become very beautiful.