Otherwise to continue leading a life bereft of good deeds...

Otherwise to continue leading a life bereft of good deeds and even indulging in evil and wrong and then to depend upon the love of Ahlebait is to deceive one self) In short, my creation is from the light of Ali (A.S.) I was present in your heart in accordance with your capability, that is, to the extent that you acted in accordance with your vows of love of Ali. I could only stay with you when you did good; when you were disobedient, I used to part with you.

Similarly, here I will be with you when you are rewarded for your good deeds, but when you are punished for your evil actions, you will not find me present. Allah has stated in the Quran: 'This is because God does not do injustice to his people. but they do injustice to themselves.' "However. Today was the last day O your tile on earth and is the first day of the Hereafter. I was merely a trust of God given to your for sate keeping.

What saddens me most is that you have read the Quran time and again and the Quran is full of my mention, yet today you did not even recognise me. Anyway, I'll leave now and for the present you may rest, 'God be with you." Haadi went away, leaving me alone. I started contemplating on the events and the fact dawned upon me that it was as if life in the world was a dream and man wakes up after death to find the interpretation of his dream becoming a reality.

"O Pity that I overstepped (the bounds) in the court of Allah" (Soora-e-zarnr verse 53) (that is, I kept sinning, without realising God to be present and a witness to my deeds), but now it was useless to cry and feel pitiful for myself because the door of atonement and repentance was now closed. l was engulfed in these thoughts when I fell asleep, but I was soon awakened by another calamity.

This time I felt two men sitting on either side: the one on the right was beautiful, but the one on left was ugly to look at. They were sniffing my body from head to toe and kept entering something in the files which they had in their hands.

They had brought along some boxes of various sizes and they kept the body like the heart, the power of thought, power of intention, were subjected time and again to their sniffing whilst they whispered amongst themselves, repeated the sniffing procedure, filled the boxes and sealed them. I remained still that they might not realise I was awake but I was terrified because I realised that they were judging my deeds and recording them.