Eventually when ‘Uthman was killed[^1]...
Eventually when ‘Uthman was killed[^1], ‘A’ysha became elated; however when she saw that authority was now in the hands of ‘Ali (a.s.), she became extremely upset since Imam ‘Ali (a.s.) was known for his meticulousness when it came to maintaining justice, and because of this the plots that ‘A’ysha made would not take shape, so she began to harbor even deeper animosity in her heart for the Imam.
Thus, she wanted to say that her state of grief was finally and she found tranquility in her heart [at the death of Imam ‘Ali (a.s.)]! Even more mindboggling than this was that she began to praise Ibn Muljim, and when Zaynab the daughter of Umm Salama heard this, she condemned ‘A’ysha at which point she (‘A’ysha) realized what she had done, and albeit merely pretending to be remorseful, apologized and said: I was completely unaware of what I was doing! Anytime this happens, please remind me!
(At this point in time, ‘A’ysha was nearly 50 years old.) One of the most astonishing episodes in the life of ‘A’ysha was her rapid change of attitude in regards to ‘Uthman. According to the [Sunni scholar] Ibn Abi al-Hadid: Whoever reviews the books of history will see things clearly written that ‘A’ysha was one of the most staunch opponents of ‘Uthman.
In any case, when ‘A’ysha heard that following the death of ‘Uthman, the people had chosen ‘Ali (a.s.) as this leader, she said: If what I hear is true, then I wish that the sky would fall down upon me!