It was already too hard for me -asws to come to terms with...

It was already too hard for me -asws to come to terms with your -saww separation but the departure of your -saww beloved daughter -asws has left me -asws restless. I -asws have adopted patience from the time I -asws laid you -saww to rest. Your -saww soul departed from your -saww holy body when your -saww body was resting between my neck and chest. The Holy words of Book are sufficient from me: ‘Inna lillah hay wa Inna lilla hay Rajaoon’.

‘You -saww have taken your -saww precious gift back from me -asws , after leaving part of your -saww heart and soul with me -asws for a very short while. Heavens and earth have become pitch-dark for me -asws and I -asws have plummeted into an eternal grief. And I -asws will neither find any sleep nor any relief until Allah -azwj also Brings me -asws there where you -saww are. ‘My -asws heart is wounded and wounds have gone soar and my -asws grief is on the boil.

(O Syeda -asws ) How soon we have been separated. I have sent forward my case (lament) to Allah -azwj . ‘(Ya Rasool Allah -saww ) Your daughter -asws will inform you how your -saww nation got together in forcibly taking away the rights of your daughter -asws . When you ask her -asws , your daughter -asws will tell you -saww , her -asws soul was filled with the immense grief, but the Syeda -asws was denied to take it off her -asws chest but she is eager to share with you her -asws heartache.

Indeed, Allah -azwj is the best Judge. I -asws send Salam on both of you -asws , the Salam which one sends when departing. I -asws will never be able to leave you -asws , even if I -asws try hard, as I am so wounded but I -asws will also be unable to stay here because I -asws firmly believe in Allah -azwj ’s Promise to those who remain patient. ‘Alas!

But patience is better, if cruel and unkind people were not in the power, I -asws would have stayed besides your -asws graves and would cry and cry hard (Matam) as one would do when a loved one departs. Thus, your -saww daughter -asws , by Allah -azwj , has been buried very secretly. Her -asws rights were forcefully taken away, her -asws inheritance was usurped and it occurred so soon that memories of your -saww presence have not even faded. ‘Ya Rasool Allah -saww !