\n I did not realise there...

\n I did not realise there, as I recollect today, I was more composed, more flexible and humble at the beginning of the Mashi but as my physical situation deteriorated, so did wane my superficial qualities which let my companions down – showing my lack of preparedness to serve the cause of my Imam -asws , if at all I were given a chance!

Hence, I devote this short write-up to the Imam -ajfj of our time with seeking forgiveness and asking for help to enable me, and all of us, to behave as we claim to be when put to a trail – the conditions beyond our comfort zone! \n Why did I say all of this?