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Shiavault - a Vault of Shia Islamic Books Converts To Islam Sister Hayam I was Christian orthodox just 4 years. I became Christian not because I believed in Jesus but because everybody was Christian around me. After I had gone to Italy where most of the people are Christian catholic I had big problem there and gone to die. When I was near death I prayed to Allah (swt) one month to safe my life and promised Allah (swt) that if he safe my life I will spend the rest of my life just for him.

To worship him, to accept his will always and follow his way, to help people, and live just for him. That I wont have my own desires and wants and my desires and wants will be his will. I never prayed to Jesus when I was Christian. I prayed to God. After that Allah (swt) saved my life and little by little I became better Alhamdolillah. I began to search for the truth in religion, and I didnt find that truth in Christianity orthodox.

After I studied Christianity catholic and didnt find the truth here also. After that I thought I will be always alone and will follow my own way different than the others. I searched for the truth and rules of Allah (swt) in my own life. I analysed every situation and tried to get knowledge. Tried to feel what Allah (swt) wants from me and tried to follow his will. This period Allah (swt) gave me many tests and difficult situations, which I passed just because I listened to Allah (swt).

I dont know if u will understand what I mean by listen. Its not voice but its feeling. It comes like knowledge without words and makes me understand what I have to do and where to go. It is this feeling that makes me understand the truth from lie and if I am right or wrong, also I looked for signs in my life to show if my feeling is right or wrong. And alhamdolillah there were many signs that showed me my feeling is right and after that I saw I was really right.

I found most of the rules in Islam by just analysing my life and listening to Allah (swt) and looking for his signs. First I found if something is wrong and after I found why its wrong. I mean first was feeling and after was the explanation. After that by chance I met Muslim man online who wanted to marry me. I tried to go to him but everything happened to stop me, so I was sure he is not the right man for me.

(By the way it was funny that all men wanted to marry me and tried to come to me always had something to stop them till I found my husband.