He was the only one met me and I was sure he is the right...
He was the only one met me and I was sure he is the right man for me alhamdolilllah). But this made me interested from Muslims and Islam, I began to talk to many Muslims. One night I gone to die again, this time the phone rang and it was my close friend from Saudia. I havent power to talk and when he felt I feel very bad he told me to listen to him, I havent choice anyway I havent power to talk, so he began recite something in Arabic, as he told me after it was Quran.
When he finished I felt so good and I asked him what were that words who saved my life. He said it was Quran. I got strange feeling when he recited, like yellow light came in my heart and made me feel strong and calm. Its made me interested to read Quran, I found Bulgarian translation of Quran (because I am Bulgarian by the way) and began to read. I was more than shocked when I found the same rules I already knew of God and much more I still didnt know.
When I tested the text with my heart if its truth I found this is 100% truth. Before always when I read something I found there is truth but there are much not true things too. I never read or heard before 100% truth. I thought there is not book or religion which is 100% true, but alhamdolillah I found Islam is that religion and Quran is that book. So I decided to convert. Began reading online sites about Islam and found many good brothers and sisters helped me so much alhamdolillah .
After I met my husband who is Muslim too. It was the last sign from Allah (swt) showed me I have to convert. So 3 days before I married I gone with my husband to convert in Cairo. When I walked to the place to convert I felt like my power finished, like I will fall down and prayed in my mind to Allah (swt) if he wants me to be Muslim to give me power to go to convert.
After I gone there and said shahada in front of the Sheikh, my husband and his brother, I saw something dark gone from me, was like black clothes, it wasnt material but I could see like black smoke gone out from me. After that I felt like light is coming out of me, it was incredible. For just one minute I changed so much alhamdolillah .
My husband told me that Allah (swt) forgave all my sins and I am clean like baby, when he said that I understood that the smoke I saw gone out from me were my sins.(I didnt know I have so much sins) So then I began to live like Muslim and learn as much as I can about Islam. My life became better alhamdolillah .